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It Doesn't Make Sense

 There are a lot of things in this life that don't make sense. I feel it in my bones that a lot of things don't make sense, thus it must be this way. Without the possibility of things making sense, we are but people lost in a crowd at sea. There isn't a way to overcome this problem. We are simply stuck. I'd like to think that life gets easier as we go forward, but I know that sometimes that is a pipe dream and we really aren't going to have it easy.

Would I be out of line if I said that life itself is a mystery? I don't think I would be. Life can be so complex that I don't know what to do with it most days. It is a crazy thought to be sure. I wish I could understand what was going on with this life. I don't. On a good day I can barely understand what's going on in that day alone. Other times life just doesn't add up for me. A mystery for sure.

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