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I'm Fine

 Why is it when we say we're fine, that we really aren't? What's up with that. I mean why not simply say that we are not fine and that everything is a train wreck. What's wrong with telling the truth? I don't understand it. I don't get that concept. It makes no sense to me. I wish it did make some kind of sense, but it just doesn't. Life doesn't get easier as it moves forward, it actually tends to get more difficult. There's no way to account for that. It just happens.

I wonder what would happen if people were just honest about what was going on in their lives. Would people simply whine about whatever is on their minds more? Would they just chill and tell the truth? How would all of that unfold. It's obviously better to tell the truth about how your life is going. But there doesn't always seem to be a way of actually doing that. I just wonder at times how life would be. Talk about a thought process. Many things can start with "I wonder if..." and you can let it go from there.

So, we continue to live the way we're meant to live. At least I believe we are meant to live that way. It doesn't mean we will actually do so. It just means that we might try living the way we are meant to live. It doesn't always work out though. We may try to live one way but end up surviving a completely different way. So, I guess I'm saying try to live the way you want to live and be the person you want to be. You really only get one shot in this life, there's not many other chances out there.

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