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Out Of Medication

 So, I've run out of my medication. I have nothing left. I don't know what to do about it. I am not a fan of how I am feeling right now. I wish I could just be better. But the anxiety and depression are fighting each other and that is not good. Nothing is good anymore. I am afraid of what it all will entail. But this life will continue onward without my say in any of it. So, I just have to deal with it until I manage to get back to a place where I can get more medication to help me out. Let's hope I don't go crazy in the meantime. Who knows what will happen. I don't suppose there's much else to say about it all. I simply do not know what to do. Will it all drive me crazy? I really hope not.

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