Thu Jun 11 11:18:25 AM MDT 2026 Let’s talk about what today is. Today is a rather ungrateful day. It’s a Thursday, so that’s got to mean something. Of course I thought yesterday was Thursday. Such a bummer. I’m freezing today. I don’t know how hot it’s supposed to get outside? But I feel cold. I don’t usually feel cold in the summertime. I hope I’m not getting sick or coming down with something. I’m sitting in my office and I have my minky on my lap because I’m freezing! Sami’s friend dropped off some chairs so we have a place to sit now. They’re nice oversized comfy chairs too! Only cost her eight dollars, so that’s what we paid for them. It feels good to have a place to sit in while writing or watching TV again. Talk about a good thing to have around. Last night, I had some crazy thoughts. Typical “life is a simulation” thought process. I don’t know why I am having these thoughts. They seem to come out of nowhere. It just happens to be that way though. I’m not crazy, sure I’ve be...
So, I've run out of my medication. I have nothing left. I don't know what to do about it. I am not a fan of how I am feeling right now. I wish I could just be better. But the anxiety and depression are fighting each other and that is not good. Nothing is good anymore. I am afraid of what it all will entail. But this life will continue onward without my say in any of it. So, I just have to deal with it until I manage to get back to a place where I can get more medication to help me out. Let's hope I don't go crazy in the meantime. Who knows what will happen. I don't suppose there's much else to say about it all. I simply do not know what to do. Will it all drive me crazy? I really hope not.
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