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What Is This Life?

I often wonder what this life is all about. I don’t understand it most of the time, but that’s okay. I don’t think you’re supposed to know or understand any of it. It’s just life. Does that make sense? I’m not sure. I wish I could fully grasp or understand it. But, well, I don’t know how this life is meant to turn out. It’s life. That’s all I know about it. It would be nice to be able to do something with this life, anything. But the problem? I don’t know how best to go about doing that! Yeah, nothing makes sense. I have to be okay with that thought process. If life has a purpose, I must find out what that purpose is. It must be something I can handle or deal with on a daily basis. I don’t know how that works though. So many things in this life I do not understand. It would be nice to be able to figure somthing out. Whatever that something is? I want to understand it. So, I ask a simple question. What is this life? I’m not sure I understand what it is. I’m not sure I’m expected to un...
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Today Is A Day

What kind of today is today exactly? If you understood that question you know today is a Monday. Mondays are an interesting thing. They don’t care about the weekend. The weekend doesn’t exist as far as the week is concerned. Talk about a silly thing to even think about. Crazy thoughts indeed.

Life feels strange at times. That’s no lie. Talk about a windfall of emotions that come my way at times. I don’t know what to think about this life most of the time. That’s okay though, I think?

Overthinking can be quite a curse. I’d rather not have these thoughts constantly going off in my mind. I can’t always have what I want I guess. Maybe I can figure out what’s causing all of this, then again maybe I can’t!

Perhaps life will make itself known to me someday. I mean how is that going to happen? I don’t have the answers for any of that.

There’s no point in thinking about all of this. Especially the overthinking part. Nothing in this life is a simple thought process unfortunately. That’s just how this life turns out to be. I don’t have all the answers of course. No one has all of the answers necessary to this life. It’s quite impossible don’t you see? It’s life after all, what more do you want?

I don’t know how to explain what goes on in this life. It’s quite possibly a mystery. One of the greatest mysteries in the entire universe.

So, here we are.

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