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Never Go Back

Never Go Back by Kyle Eggleston Sometimes, you gotta accept the fact that certain things will never go back to how they used to be. That’s an interesting thought. You can never go back in time to fix or change anything. It’s just not possible. We might want to go back in time and change anything, everything, but we can’t. Simple? Well not simple to hear, but very easy to say. So what do we do about all of this? Nothing. We do nothing. We can do nothing. You’d like to do something, but no that’s really not going to do any good in this life. So we wait. We wait for something to come along and hopefully we are able to anticipate the future. The future is all we can hope for.

Feeling Not Great

Feeling miserable isn’t the best feeling in the world. It comes and goes though. Upset stomachs can go away asap! But what are you supposed to do about it? The answer remains unclear to such a question. And if I don’t know the answer about my own body, no one else will either.

Maybe life really is a simulation. If that’s the case then there really isn’t much depth to this life to begin with. The real life is out there somewhere. How that works? I do not know. I only know what my gut tells me. I’m asleep somewhere waiting to be woken up for the first time.

Now the problem with this thought is people don’t want to see the truth about life. They will ignore reality to the best of their ability. It’s the nature of the beast and the way of life, however abnormal that can be. Yet here we are in a simulation, everybody looking for the best to come along.

There’s no telling what will become of this life. No way of knowing at all.

Psychosis is a very real thing. What if I’m actually sane and everyone else is in psychosis? Could that be possible? Like a real existence? I don’t know or have a clue.

I realize how that might sound. It’s nuts isn’t it? Yeah, that’s what I was afraid of. Oh well it can be whatever it wants to be. I will still be the same person I am today.

That could be a good thing or possibly a bad thing. Who can say what is what? I’m not sure I can. That’s all a part of this life. Life is so silly at times. I don’t know how to live most days. That’s just how things are, I guess!

Too many thoughts and possibilities in my head tonight. I need to find a way to make them quiet down some. That would be good.

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