Ever wonder what your purpose is in life? Yeah I tend to do that from time to time. It would be nice to be able to figure out exactly what I’m meant to do on this Earth. I mean it can’t always be just whatever that comes to mind, can it? No, I highly doubt that’s the case. It would be nice to be able to sit down with my thoughts and ask them all my questions. Hoping to actually get some answers. Is that a long shot? Maybe. Should I do it anyway? Yeah I think I should. But then the thoughts enter my head and they aren’t so nice. They tend to downplay anything and everything that happens in my life. I don’t think there’s a day that goes by where I don’t have to listen to those damn thoughts. They are always around. So I tend to ask myself “What is my purpose in this life?” It feels like a simple and straightforward question to answer. But it really isn’t. There are so many confusing things in this life that don’t quite make sense. It all comes down to wanting to have a basic understan...
Not feeling good today. I don’t know what’s going on here. There must be someway to feel better. It can’t go on forever you know? I seem to run out of energy quite easily these days. I’m feeling quite congested these days. I don’t know why that is.
The internal thoughts have quieted down a bit. I call that a plus. I wish I didn’t have them to begin with, but what can you do about it?
Reality is the true illusion in this life. If nothing is real, what’s the point of it all? Life has an interesting way of messing with you. It likes to remind you that it’s still alive and kicking. That’s what this life likes to do. Eh, what do I know?
If I had to stab a guess, I’d think everything leads to paranoia one way or another. It’s not a fully fleshed out thought of course, not yet at least.
Think about it for a moment. How can this life be anything but an illusion! We are all part of some sort of experiment. Whoever is in charge of it all has got to be off their rocker. But think about it for a moment. If we’re all in some sort of experiment, who is the person in charge?
Are we all really aware it’s going on and simply accept it as a social construct? I don’t have an answer for that yet. Anytime I try to discuss it with anyone else they tell me that’s not the case. Maybe they’re in on it? I don’t know.
Whatever the case, we are not alone in the universe. It’s a fact that has existed for literally decades. I only hope the aliens don’t mind us playing in their backyard!
Back to thinking about life for a moment. I’m not sure I understand what life is about most of the time. I figure that’s okay though. There are several things in life people don’t grasp. Why would they? There doesn’t seem to be a point to it all.
This life is our own personal hell. Hell is on Earth and ripe for the taking as it were. Luckily we can form relationships to walk with us through Hell.
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