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Life Has A Way

Life always has a way of doing whatever it needs to do. There’s nothing wrong with that thought process. It comes and goes without a second thought. We can’t easily figure out why life does this to us, we have to understand something at some point, but if we don’t? Well, no harm no foul. It’s life and we have to continue going forward to see everything that is out there. There’s nothing we can do about it. Life will move foreward without the ability for us to do anything but wonder what this life will eventually be like in the far distant future. Oh what a joy that could bring about. If life has a way, we will be able to get from point a to point b in no time at all. It feels like a circle at times. A = B = C, isn’t that what the crazy future guy in Star Trek: Voyager tried to explain? Yeah, something like that. It’s quite an interesting thought process to be sure. It’s life though, nothing can be done about it. So let life be what it wants to be, there’s nothing wrong with that tho...
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Blast From The Past: June 22, 2019

Life Isn’t Worth It

Jun 22, 2019

Life really doesn’t feel worth it anymore. I don’t know what to think about anything. Just feels like this life isn’t worth living. Is there a way out? I’m not sure. It would be nice if there was, it wo uld be nice if I could figure out a way to get away from it all. But I can’t. So here I am.

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