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So…last night, when I was in bed. I kept hearing a voice. I can’t remember what it was saying, but I do remember it getting madder as I was yelling at it to stop. I just wanted the damn voice to stop, and I couldn’t make it stop! Oh man that was annoying, so very annoying that it wouldn’t stop and I couldn’t make it stop. Life feels so difficult at times with these voices doing whatever the hell they want to do in my head. I can’t seem to shake them. Maybe I need to be put on a different medication? I’m not sure. I just want to feel normal, whatever normal is. I’m not even sure I know what normal is now! Talk about a nightmare. A living nightmare that I cannot control in any way, shape, or form. I want it to end somehow. I don’t even know how to make that possible.
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Blast From The Past:: June 19, 2019

Why Does It Matter?

Jun 19, 2019

One would think this life would actually make some kind of sense eventually. I mean shouldn’t it? Maybe it would, maybe it wouldn’t. I’m not sure. But you know what they say about not being sure. Life finds a way to make sure you’re sure about something sometime in the future. Sure it might not happen right now, but it will happen someday. So that all works out. Whatever the case, life finds a way to do something with you. If you choose to go along with it? Fine. If you don’t? That’s fine too.

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