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Life Has A Way

Life always has a way of doing whatever it needs to do. There’s nothing wrong with that thought process. It comes and goes without a second thought. We can’t easily figure out why life does this to us, we have to understand something at some point, but if we don’t? Well, no harm no foul. It’s life and we have to continue going forward to see everything that is out there. There’s nothing we can do about it. Life will move foreward without the ability for us to do anything but wonder what this life will eventually be like in the far distant future. Oh what a joy that could bring about. If life has a way, we will be able to get from point a to point b in no time at all. It feels like a circle at times. A = B = C, isn’t that what the crazy future guy in Star Trek: Voyager tried to explain? Yeah, something like that. It’s quite an interesting thought process to be sure. It’s life though, nothing can be done about it. So let life be what it wants to be, there’s nothing wrong with that tho...

The Weekend

The weekend is here! Finally! It feels like it has been quite a long week. I don’t know why it feels like a long week. Eh! I’ll get over it.

Thinking of other things, I need to write more of my story that I’m working on.

A thought. We might be different manifestations of the same individual. Think about that for a moment. We are part of someone’s imagination. You believe you’re thinking for yourself? Think again. I can understand how jarring such a concept can feel. But what if it’s the truth??

Being inside the simulation, we don’t have the luxury of knowing what’s beyond the programming which surrounds us.

Naturally we want to believe we are in complete control over our lives. But what if that isn’t the case at all? What are we to do with this information? I’m not sure if anyone knows the answer to that.

There are many questions in this life we don’t have the answers to. It’s a shame really if you think about it. It would be nice to have the answers to everything we ever wanted. I don’t know how to go about that though.

This life is full of surprises. It can be quite interesting at times to say the least. But if we are to think of this life with all the possibilities, we can learn a lot.

Let’s say for the sake of argument we are living in a simulation. What would that feel like? How would we know if we are in a simulation to begin with? I doubt there are any signs out there jumping out at us saying Hey! This Life Isn’t Even Real! Yeah, I don’t think so.

So we have to go with our gut feelings. Even those can be confusing at times. So it’s something else to the rescue.

The thing about life is it doesn’t have to make sense. There aren’t any rules when it comes down to it. This life makes sure of that. It’s one of those consistent things we have to look forward to every day.

Without the simulation masquerading as life, where would we be? Oh where would we be indeed. It’s a good question that one. I don’t know if we will ever have an answer and I have to be okay with that thought process.

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