Life is an amazing experience to behold at times. Other times it can be a bit of a nightmare. I guess it all depends on the day, now doesn’t it? Yeah, something like that. Who knows what this life will bring about. I for one don’t know. That’s the big secret behind this life I suppose. But life doesn’t have to be mysterious. Trying to figure out how this life work sat times- can be a nightmare. However all is not lost if you can have hope in something that will make life that much better. If we constantly allow our own thoughts and feelings to fight against us, we will never be better than we currently are. It’s easier said than done naturally. I am my own worst enemy, my worst critic. That’s simply how this life treats me at times. Not much else to comment about that. Am I playing the victim or simply stating the facts? Who can say for sure? I personally feel I’m just telling it like it is, nothing more. Sometimes I can’t determine my own thoughts from that of psychosis . Parts o...
Do I have to die to hear you miss me?
Do I have to die to hear you say goodbye?
I don’t wanna act like there’s tomorrow
I don’t wanna wait to do this one more time
- Blink-182
Yeah, that’s what it feels like at times. Do I have to actually die for someone to notice that I’m here? I know there are some people that care that I’m around. I’m grateful for that. But there are days where it feels like no one cares, not much anyway. It’s … okay? But is it really okay? I don’t know.
I’d like to be able to not have to worry about such things in life, but well here I am worrying away! There doesn’t feel like there’s a way to get over it or overcome whatever it is that I’m dealing with.
I don’t know how to deal with this life most of the time. It’s a simple thought process, or it should be a simple thought process. But it feels so much more complex than it currently is. Such a life to do with as we please, and yet there are days where it doesn’t feel enough.
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