Voices When the voices speak, you have no option but to listen. They get demanding at times and there’s nothing you can do about it. Personal experiences has shown to me that they demand things. Things I don’t normally wouldn’t do or say. Yet they are there and those thoughts interfere with my normal day-to-day life. Trying to ignore them and they get louder. Trying to tell them to go away, and they get pissed off. I don’t know how to deal with them most of the time. It’s not an easy thing to handle or deal with. It would be nice to be able to sit down and talk with someone about all of this. But therapists just don’t understand I’m afraid. They get paid to listen, but the advice they give is just not that helpful to me. So I must endure this hell by myself. I try to explain it to other people, and they don’t quite grasp what’s going on either. They’re polite about it, but in the end they don’t know what it is I go through. I don’t expect them to know or understand what it is I go t...
Why is life so complicated at times? I’m not sure. Life just tends to happen the way it’s meant to. Now some might think I’m talking about destiny and that might be the case, I can’t tell you for certain.
Maybe life has it all figured out to some degree, then again maybe it doesn’t. There’s no way of asking life what it’s really up to. It doesn’t work that way, rather unfortunate!
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. Life has a way of making itself known to us. The music continues to play around on a never ending record player.
The music is basically another way of saying the same thoughts keep running through my head. It’s a metaphor of sorts. It simply keeps turning around without a proper introduction.
If the same thoughts run through my mind, how am I meant to control them? Yes, people have the ability to control their thoughts. I guess I’m talking about the ones on a runaway train of sorts.
Yeah thoughts aren’t always an easy thing to recognize. They can come and go with or without our blessing. That’s the way of things it would seem. No, I’m not saying it makes any sense. That’s simply how this life turns out from time to time.
Oh thoughts, you feel quite simple yet there is nothing further from the truth. Deep inner thoughts are difficult to get over. Yet life must go on. What else can be said about it?
Over analyzing life can have its drawbacks. I don’t know how else to explain it. Just a bunch of random thoughts repeating themselves over again in my mind. Not a terrible way to exist but not that great either! Eh, it is whatever it will be I guess!
Someday my mind will have to choose how it wants to be I suppose, or it could be like this for a very long time. I don’t know.
Life will find a way to figure all of this out, either that or I live my days confused as all get out. Something has to give, right? I just hope my sanity lasts a bit longer than anything else!
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