Thu May 28 07:57:02 AM MDT 2026
Seriously, what is this life all about these days? I’m not sure I understand it at all. It would be nice to be able to figure it all out eventually. But I’m not sure how to do even that. I mean I can guess and guess until I come up with something? But I don’t know how to do that exactly. There are so many things in this life that get confusing and I hate it.
I think life has a way of fucking with you, and we don’t quite know how to deal with it when it does that to us. It’s a messed up world after all. I mean look around, there are so many things going on in life that we don’t understand, so many things that we take for granted. So many impossible things that need to be explored but we don’t because they might be supernatural.
We tend to blame a lot of things on God. If life goes good? It was God’s doing. If life goes bad? God has a plan for us and we just need to be patient &c. I’d like to think God is up there watching and rooting for us, even when we make a mistake, or mistakes as the case may be. But I’m not so sure sometimes. I tend to wonder if I will ever understand any of this life. Or if I’m meant to not understand anything about anything anymore.
It gets so confusing at times.
Thu May 28 11:37:15 AM MDT 2026
Frustrated with my own thoughts today. I have to get them out of my mind somehow, somewhere. There has got to be a way to do this. I don’t know how to do it, but there has to be a way. It’s simply a matter of perspective I think? I’m not sure. It would be nice to be able to figure something out in this life. If that’s even possible. I’m not sure how to do that either. It’s a question I’ve been wondering about for a long time now.
Thu May 28 01:22:47 PM MDT 2026
Let’s face it, life can be shady at times. I don’t want to admit that, but it’s the truth! Sometimes I don’t understand or get what this life is all about. It comes and goes in so many places that I can’t deal with it all of the time. I wish I had a better understanding of what it does and what it doesn’t do. But for what it does? It has the ability to make things weird at times. I’m not sure how else to put it… Weird is a good word for it, isn’t it? Maybe, maybe not. I’m not sure. Whatever this life brings to the table, it will either be good or bad. There is no in-between where you just go “meh.” At least I don’t think there’s a way to deal with that outright. But what do I know? I’m not sure about most things most days. That’s life for you!
Life is crazy. I know that.
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