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Time's Up

 When a family member tells you they'd rather just live out their days remaining instead of having surgery. It tugs at the heart strings a bit. I honestly don't know how to process this. My brain has been in a jumble ever since. Medication can only go so far and that's not saying much.

So I have to be supportive of their decision. There's nothing else I can do about it. I mean what can be done? I don't know, I don't have a clue. I wish I knew what to say, but all I can do is try and think positive.

There are so many factors at play here that I cannot list them all. That's jut the facts of it.

Sometimes I hate this life.

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