Ever stop to wonder what’s in a simple day like today? There’s no guarantee that today will bring about anything substantial. In fact, today could be a big flop on the ground and no one would notice. I don’t know how any of that tends to work out though. It’s life right? Oh life, what are you even on about? I don’t understand you at times. It would be nice to be able to grasp something, even if it’s out of thin air, to understand and realize what that’s all about. But alas I cannot do that. It is life after all, and we cannot really understand anything that comes our way. If I had the ability to realize my own potential, I think I could benefit from it all. But I don’t know how to do that. It’s a shame really, to want to be able to do something with this life and then to be stuck without any reason for it? Yeah, no bueno.
August 1, 2025
Dear Dad,
I’m trying not to be sad. I’m trying not to be angry. But it’s so difficult for me. The truth is I miss you. I miss being able to pick up the phone and talk to you. Just tell me what to do and how to feel. Because right now I’m so confused! I don’t know how to feel right now dad. I just don’t know.
I know you didn’t understand how I could have anxiety or my other mental issues. I wish you could have understood it but it’s okay. I want you to know I’m okay with it.
Love,
Kyle
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