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Life Is Hard

Tue Jun 16 11:25:43 AM MDT 2026 Life feels kind of difficult at times today. I’m not sure what’s going on with it all. I feel like something is out to get me. I don’t know what’s out to get me for sure, but it feels like something is out there waiting to destroy me. I don’t like that feeling. It feels so weird and off at times. I wish I had a clue of what it is all about. But I don’t. It feels like a large weight is on my chest and I can’t seem to breathe. That’s what it feels like. I don’t like it. I’m sure it will go away eventually. It can’t stick around forever. Right? Right? I sure as hell hope it can’t! Tue Jun 16 01:15:14 PM MDT 2026 If I had the ability, I think I would want life to make some kind of sense. I’m not sure how that’s meant to be though. If life doesn’t make sense, who am I to say otherwise. I don’t think I’m allowed to have such a command presence on such a topic. Life will be what it always is. It will either be good or it will be bad. I do not know how it i...
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Dear Dad

August 1, 2025

Dear Dad,

I’m trying not to be sad. I’m trying not to be angry. But it’s so difficult for me. The truth is I miss you. I miss being able to pick up the phone and talk to you. Just tell me what to do and how to feel. Because right now I’m so confused! I don’t know how to feel right now dad. I just don’t know.

I know you didn’t understand how I could have anxiety or my other mental issues. I wish you could have understood it but it’s okay. I want you to know I’m okay with it.

Love,

Kyle

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