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Loved Ones In The Hospital

 When you have someone in the hospital it's never a good thing. When you have two people in the hospital that's even worse. I wish I could be there for both of them but as the situation appears, I can only be there for one of them this time. It sucks. I can pray that both will be okay with whatever operations they have to go through, but that's really all I can do.

I'm scared. Let's just put that out there. I'm beyond nervous, I'm scared. The airplane flight was nothing compared to this, and I hate airplanes. It would be nice to be able to wrap my head around it all. But I can't seem to be able to do that right now. Maybe in a day or two I will be able to figure things out, get my bearings and all of that nonsense. But I'm praying my little heart out as much as I can.

Mom looked so afraid last night when we left. She'll get through this; she's a trooper though I know this about her.

My wife is scared out of her mind about what she has to go through. Two people with similar situations and yet here we are trying to make the best of out of it.

Either way we shall see how it all ends up. Hopefully for the better. That's how I plan to look at it.

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