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Something Something Something

 Ever forget something and you're like; well, it's something? Yeah, that happens a lot to me. I don't know why that tends to happen, but it does. So, I just roll with it. It would be nice if it didn't happen to me. But I know there's only so much I can do to avoid such chaos, and chaos it sure is.

So, what are we supposed to do when this happens? Buckle in and enjoy the ride I always say. Okay I might not always say that, but it's a good enough phrase, right? Right! Life tends to happen that way. We come to this Earth, learn a few lessons (hopefully some of them actually stick), and then get out of here. Funny how that all works out.

It would be nice to be able to control such situations. But I don't think control is in the game plan here. There are so many "would be nice" things to have in life. Yet here we are waiting to see what will actually happen with any of it. Does it go one way or the other? You know the kind of thinking I'm thinking about here.

If life were to calm down for a second so I could catch my breath, that would be fantastic. Things seem to be happening at a thousand miles a second lately. I'm not sure why that is to be honest. But I'm sure this won't be the only time it happens. There will be other times that life steps in and knocks the wind out of me.

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