Tue Jan 7 19:39:37 MST 2020 Let’s talk about today than shall we? I’d like to think it would be a nice moment in time if we could simply get along with everything that happens in this life, yet I doubt it will. It’s a shame if you think about it. A real shame. But what are you going to do with any of it? No one knows exactly. So here we sit waiting for something better to come along, hoping for something to happen and allowing us to actually see what is real and what isn’t.
Having this disease can be difficult at times. There are days where I don't know which of my voices are me vs an outside influence. If that makes sense. Somedays I just feel like going to sleep and not waking up the next day. I don't know quite how to put it, but that's how it feels. It's not an easy road to walk. I have found that out the hard way.
I wish I could wake up one morning and everything would be fine. It doesn't happen like that though. No, I don't think it happens like that at all. It would be nice if it would. But who am I to say how things will work out in the end. I'm a nobody.
A nobody who will get nowhere in life. That's who I am.
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