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Blast From The Past: February 19, 2024

Let’s think about this life for a moment shall we? The important things of life nothing too graphic, nothing too crazy. Just life in its infinite wisdom. Is that possible? I don’t know. How would I know if that were possible? I don’t have a clue about anything else, why would I have a clue about life? Yeah it’s kinda crazy don’t you think? I mean here we are trying to do our best only to find out that something most terrible is going to happen. I wish I could say exactly what the terrible thing is, but I can’t. I don’t know or have a clue. Personally I wish I didn’t know what was going to happen. Well wait, let me back up a second. I really don’t have a clue what’s going to happen. I just know what I think is going to happen. The reaction about it from my wife is just… I don’t know exactly what to think about the reaction from her. She’s been expecting it for a while now I guess. Feels like I’ve been taken out of the blue and things just don’t make sense at the moment. It would be nic...
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Psychotic Depression

 Having this disease can be difficult at times. There are days where I don't know which of my voices are me vs an outside influence. If that makes sense. Somedays I just feel like going to sleep and not waking up the next day. I don't know quite how to put it, but that's how it feels. It's not an easy road to walk. I have found that out the hard way.

I wish I could wake up one morning and everything would be fine. It doesn't happen like that though. No, I don't think it happens like that at all. It would be nice if it would. But who am I to say how things will work out in the end. I'm a nobody.

A nobody who will get nowhere in life. That's who I am.

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