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Just Life

 Why does life feel so difficult at times? I don't understand it at all. That's just life you say? Well, I have some words to say about that. It's more than just life. Just life is a cop out. Just life is a lie. There has to be another answer, another thing to be said about everything that happens in one's life. It's easy to say something and then forget it. It's easy to mix up events that happen. Well, even though it's easy doesn't mean it's right. Maybe I'm just mistaken about whatever it is I'm talking about.

There are times when I don't know what it is I'm talking about. Let's face it, I'm not perfect. Am I meant to be perfect? I don't know. That's life I suppose. Ah there it is again, just life. Such a stupid phrase. Two words that don't make sense. Yet, there they are. Don't allow them to be allowed to take over your thought process. No, don't allow them to simply take over whatever it is that makes you a person.

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