Hospitals

 Dealing with some things as of late. Two people who I care about dearly are both having heart problems. I feel torn across the country as they live in different states. I can't physically be there for both of them at the same time. So, I had to choose. I keep going back and forth in my mind if I made the right choice. Who I should be with at this critical stage of time etc. I hope I made the right choice. I simply don't know.

Not knowing is a big thing to deal with somedays. Here they are under two different doctors at two different hospitals under different care. One more critical than the other. Yet still both having problems.

It's not an easy thing to say the least. I wish I could be there for both of them. But I can't. I pray for both of them that they will both come out of their operations okay, and nothing will befall them. I don't know how else to put it. I only ask for God's help if He's out there and listening to me.