Why must life be this way? I don’t understand it. If we lived in a utopia, things might be better; but I’m not sure about that. I wish there was some kind of something to overcome this feeling of inadequacy. I doubt I will ever fully figure it out. If I had the ability, I would do it in a second. But I don’t seem to have that ability at the moment. Maybe one day I will be able to figure it all out.
Wed Jan 8 14:19:58 MST 2020
Today doesn’t feel like much of a day. I can’t explain it. It just feels like something is bothering me and I don’t know what.
It would be nice to figure out exactly what is going on, but well when you can’t figure things out like this? What are you meant to do. Exactly. Nothing. There’s nothing you are able to do about any of it, you’re stuck with everything that comes your way. I doubt it has anything to do with anything I’ve done or not done. Just that I’m confused by why I feel this way.
So there’s that I guess.
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