So, Friday came? I think? Maybe? Yeah, the jury is still out on that one. I for one enjoy when a weekend comes. It’s quite a nice detour through which everything is possible. No, I’m not sure if I understand what I just wrote either. But hey, it’s the weekend. There’s nothing to do but go and do whatever there is to do! The world is our oyster as it were. Nope, don’t have a clue where that phrase came from either. It would be nice to be able to determine something in this life. I think? Maybe? Who knows. As long as I’m livin’ I ain’t dyin’. I guess that’s one way to look at it all with a perspective that matches nothing. Been thinking lately, life isn’t as bad as I thought it was. I mean is. Yeah you know what I mean. It’s life after all. There’s nothing to worry about when life comes your way. You either buckle down and face the music, or you wimp out and let life do its thing. The choice is yours.
Dear Dad,
I think there are days when I miss you more than others. I’m not sure how to fully realize that. There doesn’t appear to be a simple way of doing any of it. I mean, I’m still healing from losing you. I’ve no clue how mom and [brother] manage to live day after day. I guess we just have to pick up the pieces the best we can and hope for the best. Who knows exactly how any of this works. I sure wish I did.
Maybe someday I’ll figure it all out. But that day is yet to be here. I mean, come on now. What am I supposed to do about it all? Remember our phone calls we would have? Yeah I do too. Sometimes they were just a “Hi dad, bye dad” kind of thing, but I knew you were there ready to talk about anything that came my way. I got that, I understood that.
Love,
Kyle
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