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It's Friday!

So, Friday came? I think? Maybe? Yeah, the jury is still out on that one. I for one enjoy when a weekend comes. It’s quite a nice detour through which everything is possible. No, I’m not sure if I understand what I just wrote either. But hey, it’s the weekend. There’s nothing to do but go and do whatever there is to do! The world is our oyster as it were. Nope, don’t have a clue where that phrase came from either. It would be nice to be able to determine something in this life. I think? Maybe? Who knows. As long as I’m livin’ I ain’t dyin’. I guess that’s one way to look at it all with a perspective that matches nothing. Been thinking lately, life isn’t as bad as I thought it was. I mean is. Yeah you know what I mean. It’s life after all. There’s nothing to worry about when life comes your way. You either buckle down and face the music, or you wimp out and let life do its thing. The choice is yours.
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Dear Dad

Dear Dad,

I miss you. I don’t know how many times I can say it. I miss you so much. I need my dad. Decisions come and go I get that, but those decisions aren’t enough. Not when it comes down to missing my dad. I know there’s nothing I can do to bring you back from the dead. It’s rather permanent. I wish death wasn’t like that. I wish I could bring you back from the dead on so many different occasions. I can sit here and wish all day and nothing would come from it. That’s what this life is all about I suppose. We live, learn, and die. There’s no escape from any of it. I suppose that’s what I get for wanting the impossible.

So, here I sit day in and day out wishing for something that I have no control over. Not having control over something .. feels so distant. I can’t do that. So many things in this life that I don’t have control over. I need to have control over something, anything in my life.

I guess I might never know the answer to any of it. I need to accept that.

Love,

Kyle

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