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Voices In My Head

Hearing things … again . Gah! Last night I woke up thought I heard [Wife] calling my name (she wasn’t, of course), went out into the living room to check on her and she was asleep in a chair. I hate when the voices decide to wake me up in the middle of the night! What on Earth is going on here? I don’t seem to understand it or get it. Naturally it’s all in my head. I know that. But still, when you hear your name being called out? You have to check things out! Who knows if it’s legit or not. I sure didn’t have a clue, so I had to go see what was going on. That’s just how this life is at times, I guess. I mean come on now. There has to be a way to overcome this? Surely there’s a way? I don’t understand it. I don’t get it. But seriously, there needs to be a way to get past this. I can wish as long as the day is … long, but it won’t mean I’ll get over it. I just have to work my way through it. Voices in my head suck. They play tricks on me. When they’re nice, if they ever are, they can ...
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Dear Dad

March 26, 2026

Dear Dad,

I don’t know how to say this. Mom’s just not doing that great these days. It’s difficult to see her going through everything she’s going through. She’s going through a lot right now. It breaks my heart to think she has to go through all of this. It doesn’t feel fair to her. Life is hell. That’s what I’ve decided. It’s not fair especially to those who are going through a difficult time.

The truth of the matter is she needs you now more than ever. I don’t know how you can help from the other side of things, but that’s what she needs right now. I wish I could do something for her, but I am unable to do anything but listen to whatever she has to say. So I’m trying to do my best to put on a brave face for her. I fear that it isn’t enough and I need to do more.

Love,

Kyle

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