Hearing things … again . Gah! Last night I woke up thought I heard [Wife] calling my name (she wasn’t, of course), went out into the living room to check on her and she was asleep in a chair. I hate when the voices decide to wake me up in the middle of the night! What on Earth is going on here? I don’t seem to understand it or get it. Naturally it’s all in my head. I know that. But still, when you hear your name being called out? You have to check things out! Who knows if it’s legit or not. I sure didn’t have a clue, so I had to go see what was going on. That’s just how this life is at times, I guess. I mean come on now. There has to be a way to overcome this? Surely there’s a way? I don’t understand it. I don’t get it. But seriously, there needs to be a way to get past this. I can wish as long as the day is … long, but it won’t mean I’ll get over it. I just have to work my way through it. Voices in my head suck. They play tricks on me. When they’re nice, if they ever are, they can ...
If I had to write a letter to today, I wonder what I would write about.
Would I tell the day it hasn't made much progress, that it could have done better for me? Or would I just go and accuse it for being something that it isn't. Perhaps I would tell Thursday it should be more like Friday... yeah that would do it.
Of course Telling a weekday that it's not as good as its neighbor might bring issues into the mix. What if it already has problems because it's not as good as Wednesday. Yeah that.
Would I tell the day it hasn't made much progress, that it could have done better for me? Or would I just go and accuse it for being something that it isn't. Perhaps I would tell Thursday it should be more like Friday... yeah that would do it.
Of course Telling a weekday that it's not as good as its neighbor might bring issues into the mix. What if it already has problems because it's not as good as Wednesday. Yeah that.
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