Thu May 28 07:57:02 AM MDT 2026 Seriously, what is this life all about these days? I’m not sure I understand it at all. It would be nice to be able to figure it all out eventually. But I’m not sure how to do even that. I mean I can guess and guess until I come up with something? But I don’t know how to do that exactly. There are so many things in this life that get confusing and I hate it. I think life has a way of fucking with you, and we don’t quite know how to deal with it when it does that to us. It’s a messed up world after all. I mean look around, there are so many things going on in life that we don’t understand, so many things that we take for granted. So many impossible things that need to be explored but we don’t because they might be supernatural. We tend to blame a lot of things on God. If life goes good? It was God’s doing. If life goes bad? God has a plan for us and we just need to be patient &c. I’d like to think God is up there watching and rooting for us, even w...
I was asked by my mother if I felt any other church out there would be good for me. That was the bascics of the question. I don't recall the question exactly. I said that I didn't know.
I have no desire to join any other church at the moment. Part of me is scared. Another part ofme still believes that it would be a slap to the face of God if I were to join another church for that would require baptism. Again we're struggling with the whole authority thing.
Another part of me wonders, "what if" it's all true and I'm screwing myself over.
So many thoughts and concerns are coming to mind. I simply do not know the answer to any of them.
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