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The Voices Are Angry

The voices are indeed angry today. I don’t know what to do about them. I mean they’re here for a reason, maybe? I don’t know. I wish I had a clue about why they like to torment me. That would be a good thing to get to the bottom of. They want me to do things, things I don’t want to do. So I won’t do them, because any sane person wouldn’t follow what the voices want them to do! I mean come on now. Isn’t that just logical? Yeah, something like that. Freezing today too. Might be because I have a cold and am sick. Not feeling good at all. All my joints are hurting too. The voices love to talk about that though. Oh yeah, they like to tell me it’s my fault I’m not feeling good. WTF! Seriously? I hate it. I really do. But what am I supposed to do about it? I haven’t a clue. That’s life I guess.
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That Moment

You're in the middle of an anxiety or panic attack. You don't know what to do about it, so you sit there waiting for something to happen. Something bad? Maybe. Something terrible? Possibly. Your mind is racing and telling you this that and everything else. So you pray and hope it stops. Hoping it stops does nothing...yet you're here waiting. Simply waiting for anything to happen. Something good. You need something good to happen.

You take a pill.

After 15 minutes...the pill kicks in and you can relax.
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