DreamSense

Kinda sad really, I was using my Mac and it just shut down. I can't get it to start back up. I've tried holding down the power button for 10 seconds hoping it's just on and didn't turn off. Nope that didn't do a thing. I'm confused as to where to go next.

Everyone is brought up in one way or another. Some are brought up to be religious. Others were not brought up in such a way. I was brought up in a very religious household. My parents are very loving and they care about me. They take religion very seriously. I admire them for that. We just don't agree on religion at the moment. I'm not sure how badly they think of me for that. If they think badly of me at all. I respect their decision to be religious I hope they respect my decision to not be so religious.

Life can be so strange and difficult at times. Hard is a word that describes it to a t. But life continues on with or without us. It doesn't stop for anyone and doesn't care about what you want it to care about. That's just how this life goes. It would be nice if life mattered at times. But to be honest it doesn't feel like it does.

Changing clocks back an hour has really messed up my day. It's dark by five pm for one thing. I swear I'm more tired than I was before in the mornings. There's just something weird about it all that I can't put my finger on.

Sometimes you have to sit back and wonder what life would bring you if you had the ability to actually be something different than what you are today. It doesn't always make sense to be able to figure out this life, but when you do? It's something quite special.

The gospel can be found in 1 Corinthians 15:1-4. It talks about Jesus being cruicifed for our sins and how he was buried and then rose the third day. It's that simple. 1 Moreover, brethren, I declare unto you the gospel which I preached unto you, which also ye have received, and wherein ye stand; 2 By which also ye are saved, if ye keep in memory what I preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain. 3 For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; 4 And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:

There are days where you're sitting there wondering if the past will come back and slap you. It's quite possible that will happen. But you don't have to be stunned forever, you can move forward with life. Life has many rules. Some aren't easily noticable. Others are in your face when you don't even notice it. That's just how this life turns out.