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Racing Thoughts

 There are times where I cannot help the thoughts that come into my mind. They're racing and I feel like I don't have any control over them. It would be nice to be able to not have these thoughts, but I don't know how to do that. I simply don't have a clue how to not have these thoughts.

I'm sure you're wondering what kinds of thoughts I'm having. Well, they stem from all walks of life I'm afraid. Anything and everything you can imagine (within reason), I've probably thought about. Nothing too out there or crazy mind you, but sometimes just flirting on the edge of whatever it is.

Some might call these intrusive thoughts. Thoughts that pop into my head and I have no control over them. Yeah, they tend to do that a lot. Nothing I can do to stop them I'm afraid, but well what's new in that area of life? Not much at all.

So, I suppose I'll just have to deal with them. If they choose to leave me alone, they will do so. If they don't wish to leave me alone? Then I will simply have to deal with them. Talk about a crazy time to be alive. If I could control what they communicate to me that would be a different story entirely.

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