Let’s face the elephant in the room. That elephant is “anxiety.” It sucks. There I said it. I’m not sure how else I can say it though. It just really sucks. I don’t think there’s anything I can do about it. Living life with anxiety and depression tend to go hand in hand it seems. At least that’s what it feels like from time to time. They’re ganging up on me all the time and I can’t just choose one from the other. They’re a package deal! It’s rather annoying. One side is always “Hey, if you don’t do this you’ll get in trouble!” The other side is all “Eh, don’t worry about it. You can do it later.” Yeah it can be that conflicting. Add voices to the mix? We have a brand new ballgame to play. I hate it. I hate everything about this illness, and I don’t know how to continue forward with it constantly going on in my head. Yet they continue to undermine my thought process and try to destroy me. Those clever little devils! They need to go. I need to find a way to make them go. There isn’t an...
Nope, I don't claim to be here in the slightest. Last night, I attempted to upgrade my wordpress install on another site. It didn't like the version of MySQL I was running... so what happened? Yeah... you guessed it. I got upset and deleted the whole thing.
Not sure what I want to do at this juncture. Do I reinstall the sucker, using MySQL 5.0... or just forget about the whole thing. I mean... in reality I do only need one of these blogs right? Right! So... shoot. What am I going to do regarding this mess. What to do what to do...
The other issue I have today... well I have one heck of a headache. Ah yes the headache that seems to come and go and come back. Always reliable that it can be found again and again. Good times I tell ya, good times indeed... okay so not really. Wow I'm starting to ramble.
Watching NCIS on USA today. I'm thinking they have a marathon going on today. So fun, so fun indeed. Abby is cutting into a teddy bear now... lol Love it how she's pretending to be Doctor Abby, doing the whole autopsy thing on the stuffed animal. This show really cracks me up!
I enjoyed the Christmas special NCIS had last Tuesday. So fun, so great. Don't ask me the title of the episode... haven't a freakin' clue. lol
What a way to start the New Year... speaking of New Year, shoot... I've been up and down so much this weekend... I really don't have a clue what day it is. So crazy and yet so fun at the same time. Oh well... fun times to be had for all.
Anyways... I'm not here today. Nope, I plead the 5th today entirely.
Not sure what I want to do at this juncture. Do I reinstall the sucker, using MySQL 5.0... or just forget about the whole thing. I mean... in reality I do only need one of these blogs right? Right! So... shoot. What am I going to do regarding this mess. What to do what to do...
The other issue I have today... well I have one heck of a headache. Ah yes the headache that seems to come and go and come back. Always reliable that it can be found again and again. Good times I tell ya, good times indeed... okay so not really. Wow I'm starting to ramble.
Watching NCIS on USA today. I'm thinking they have a marathon going on today. So fun, so fun indeed. Abby is cutting into a teddy bear now... lol Love it how she's pretending to be Doctor Abby, doing the whole autopsy thing on the stuffed animal. This show really cracks me up!
I enjoyed the Christmas special NCIS had last Tuesday. So fun, so great. Don't ask me the title of the episode... haven't a freakin' clue. lol
What a way to start the New Year... speaking of New Year, shoot... I've been up and down so much this weekend... I really don't have a clue what day it is. So crazy and yet so fun at the same time. Oh well... fun times to be had for all.
Anyways... I'm not here today. Nope, I plead the 5th today entirely.
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