Let’s face the elephant in the room. That elephant is “anxiety.” It sucks. There I said it. I’m not sure how else I can say it though. It just really sucks. I don’t think there’s anything I can do about it. Living life with anxiety and depression tend to go hand in hand it seems. At least that’s what it feels like from time to time. They’re ganging up on me all the time and I can’t just choose one from the other. They’re a package deal! It’s rather annoying. One side is always “Hey, if you don’t do this you’ll get in trouble!” The other side is all “Eh, don’t worry about it. You can do it later.” Yeah it can be that conflicting. Add voices to the mix? We have a brand new ballgame to play. I hate it. I hate everything about this illness, and I don’t know how to continue forward with it constantly going on in my head. Yet they continue to undermine my thought process and try to destroy me. Those clever little devils! They need to go. I need to find a way to make them go. There isn’t an...
You know what really bugs me the most? Headaches. Yeah that's right headaches... well that and bright light during a headache. Oh yes that isn't any fun. I wonder what causes headaches... I've been told that when you use a medication to get rid of a headache, (ie: Advil or Tylenol), it just masks the symptoms... so do the headaches ever really go away? Or do you always have a headache, just to some lower degree of pain that you can't feel on a day to day basis?
Such an interesting thought.
(Side Note: You know what else is amusing? Squid. Yeah those cute little things that roam the sea for kicks. More on this later... maybe.)
But yeah, if you were to ever cure the common headache so it would never come back.. now that would rock. Don't you think? Yeah I sure would think so... oh yes how awesome that would be.
Such an interesting thought.
(Side Note: You know what else is amusing? Squid. Yeah those cute little things that roam the sea for kicks. More on this later... maybe.)
But yeah, if you were to ever cure the common headache so it would never come back.. now that would rock. Don't you think? Yeah I sure would think so... oh yes how awesome that would be.
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