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Anxious Today, WTF?

I am rather anxious today. I think it has to do with the medication(s) I am on at the moment. Doctor changed some medications, added some, did some other things put me back on medications I haven’t been on in a while…the same ol’ same ol’. Anti-Psychotic meds work wonders when they work, they’re amazing. When your mind doesn’t want them to work? Well, that’s when things become quite a problem. I hate to admit it, but life doesn’t always work the way we want it to work. What can I say? It’s a mess at times. There’s nothing wrong with that, but to say it’s not complex is a complete overhaul of whatever there is. Talk about a mixed bag of nuts. Someone doesn’t understand everything there is to understand about it all. If I wasn’t anxious, today would be a better day than it is. But, well I am so there’s nothing I can do about it. I wish there was…but there isn’t so I’ll just have to deal with whatever comes my way. Such a bummer if you think about it all. Nothing is ever cureable. Every...

Gospel of Jesus Christ





Romans 3:23

For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;



Romans 3:10

As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one:



Ecclesiastes 7:20

For there is not a just man upon earth, that doeth good, and sinneth not.



Psalm 5:5

The foolish shall not stand in thy sight: thou hatest all workers of iniquity.



John 3:16

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only
begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but
have everlasting life.



Hebrews 4:15

For we have not an high priest which cannot be
touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points
tempted like as we are, yet without sin.



1 John 2:2

And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world.



Matthew 12:40

For as Jonas was three days and three nights in
the whale's belly; so shall the Son of man be three days and three
nights in the heart of the earth.



Acts 13:30

But God raised him from the dead:



Revelation 1:18

I am he that liveth, and was dead; and, behold, I am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and of death.



Matthew 28:18

And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth.



Matthew 28:19-20

Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost:



Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you:
and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen.



Acts 2:33

Therefore being by the right hand of God exalted,
and having received of the Father the promise of the Holy Ghost, he hath
shed forth this, which ye now see and hear.



Acts 17:31

Because he hath appointed a day, in the which he
will judge the world in righteousness by that man whom he hath ordained;
whereof he hath given assurance unto all men, in that he hath raised
him from the dead.



Acts 2:38

Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized
every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins,
and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.



Romans 5:1

Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:



Romans 6:1

What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound?



Romans 6:11

Likewise reckon ye also yourselves to be dead indeed unto sin, but alive unto God through Jesus Christ our Lord.



Isaiah 64:6

But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our
righteousnesses are as filthy rags; and we all do fade as a leaf; and
our iniquities, like the wind, have taken us away.



Ephesians 2:8-9

For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:



Not of works, lest any man should boast.



Romans 8:13

For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live.



1 John 1:8

If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.



1 John 1:9

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.



1 John 2:1-2

My little children, these things write I unto
you, that ye sin not. And if any man sin, we have an advocate with the
Father, Jesus Christ the righteous:



And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world.



Luke 9:26

For whosoever shall be ashamed of me and of my
words, of him shall the Son of man be ashamed, when he shall come in his
own glory, and in his Father's, and of the holy angels.

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