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Thinking In The Light

There are many thoughts to be had in a life. So many experiences and opportunities missed. Yet here we are, trying to have some kind of experience. A human experience at that. Not everyone understands or fully grasps what's going on in this life. Is there ever a full reason for any of it to make sense? I mean, we come to this earth for...some would assume a purpose. It doesn't mean that purpose will actually ever be fully told or explained, yet here we are.

Too many options to try and figure out in this life. It can be conflicting at times, confusing at others, and just down right frustrating. I'd rather not have to wonder and think about such matters, but well that's where we sit at times and that's why we are here.

One has to find something to believe in. It doesn't have to be an absolute belief, it can grow over time as understanding permits. But a belief system has to be in place at some point in life, doesn't it? One would think so...maybe. If it doesn't come out, than what exactly is thought of as truth?

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