I dreamed about my dad again last night. He took me suit and car shopping said I needed them both. Haven’t a clue why he said I needed them, but I went along with it. It was nice to be spoiled. He left mid dream though, as I realized he was in fact dead. So there wasn’t much going on after that in the dream. I wish I could figure out what’s going on with those kinds of dreams. I guess it’s whatever , but I really want to know what that whatever is meant to be. Is it a warning? A sign? I don’t know. It’s something, that’s for sure. I hope it’s nothing bad, because I don’t think I could handle or deal with that right now. I don’t want to deal with such a thought process. That would suck, and I’m already thinking about it. GAH!
Life used to make a good deal of sense back in the day. Now? I’m not so sure about any of it. I mean it’s here? But it feels like a completely different life than what I’m used to. I’m sure I’m at fault because of that. But what’s there to say about it all? I don’t know. I’d like to know, but I highly doubt it will jump out at me anytime soon. The future will tell all. As for me? I’ll be lucky if I don’t go to Hell on my way getting there.
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