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Blast From The Past: February 12, 2020

There Should Be Space Wed Feb 12 20:54:57 MST 2020 There should be space where nothing makes sense and that’s okay with everyone. There should be a place where absolutely nothing matters, and we don’t have a clue what’s going on, but again it doesn’t matter…so we survive. Things like that. Isn’t that okay? Isn’t that what this life should be about? Something like that.

Dear Dad

February 21, 2026

Dear Dad,

Life just isn’t the same without you. Mom’s going through some things and I think she really needs your help out on this one. But you’re not here and so I don’t know what to think or do or say about any of it. I mean we’re all here but you. I get that it’s not your fault.

It’s not your fault that you died. It’s no ones fault that they die. I’m slowly understanding that. But I have to ask. Didn’t anyone try the Heimlich maneuver on you at the restaurant? There are so many unanswered questions I have and I don’t dare ask them, because it wouldn’t be appropriate.

I mean your death just seems meaningless. Somehow I always thought you’d go out in a bang but that didn’t happen, did it. No, I didn’t think so. To be honest I think it sucks. What else am I supposed to think? Yeah exactly.

Love,

Kyle

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