Let’s face it, life can be a cruel bastard at times. I’m not sure what to make of it. I’d like to think that like with anything, life is possible to become so much more than it currently is. But I’m not so sure about that. Hell, there’s a lot of things I’m not sure about these days. But that doesn’t stop me from trying to become a better human than what I currently am. Isn’t that the point in life? To become better than who we currently are? Yeah, that’s what I was thinking. Oh well, if we can’t become better in this life, we can certainly die trying. I guess that’s a main staple in life that we die trying to do whatever it is we possibly can do. Not always what we want to do mind you, but what we are able to do. There’s a difference in wanting and able I’m finding out. It can be a pretty big difference given the circumstances.
February 21, 2026
Dear Dad,
Life just isn’t the same without you. Mom’s going through some things and I think she really needs your help out on this one. But you’re not here and so I don’t know what to think or do or say about any of it. I mean we’re all here but you. I get that it’s not your fault.
It’s not your fault that you died. It’s no ones fault that they die. I’m slowly understanding that. But I have to ask. Didn’t anyone try the Heimlich maneuver on you at the restaurant? There are so many unanswered questions I have and I don’t dare ask them, because it wouldn’t be appropriate.
I mean your death just seems meaningless. Somehow I always thought you’d go out in a bang but that didn’t happen, did it. No, I didn’t think so. To be honest I think it sucks. What else am I supposed to think? Yeah exactly.
Love,
Kyle
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