DreamSense

 Let’s face it. Life is hard at times. For example. I’m looking for a place to live and it’s not easy finding a place at all. It sucks.  But what are you supposed to do about it. I mean there are so many things that don’t make sense in this life. It would be best if I could just figure out this life and go from there. I don’t know how to do that though.  So many variables need to be met. So many things have to be considered. It would be nice to simply figure everything out all at once. 

 I can’t stop sneezing. I’m wondering if I’ve come down with something. I sure hope I’m not getting sick. It would be a bad time for that. There’s no reason for me to be sick at all. I haven’t gone anywhere or really been close to anyone that was sick in order to feel this way.  So strange. Maybe I’ll feel fine later this afternoon. Could it be allergies? Possibly. I do have allergies maybe it’s the heater doing its thing that is getting to me. Who knows at this point. All I do know is I hate it. 

 Sometimes you just shouldn’t read ahead about what happens to some characters of certain TV shows. I’m looking at you Zhaan! Yeah I got curious and googled her demise from Farscape . Boy was that a mistake. I know I know don’t google that which you don’t want to know about. It causes spoilers.  But I did. And now I regret it. Oh well. I saw the final episode years ago so I’m sure there’s spoilers in there too. But I can’t remember what it was about. So possibly not a spoiler to be found there if I can’t remember it. That’s it. No more googling Farscape for me. 

 I slept last night I think. I mean I dreamed that’s for sure. Don’t ask me what the dream was about though. I don’t really remember. It would be nice to recall my dreams like they were in a huge storage case. But I can’t seem to be able to do that. I’m not sure anyone can.  Been writing some stories lately. They’re kind of fun to write. But the computer I was writing them on seems to have stopped working for some reason. So I can’t write anymore on that. I’m stuck to plain old pen and paper .  So many things would be nice if I could figure them out. Doesn’t mean I have the ability to do that. Oh well this life will carry on. 

 Oh life. What have you don’t to me. I’m not sure I fully understand what is going on anymore. It would be nice to be able to breathe for a moment in time. Even if it’s just to see what is going on out there. So many thoughts and feelings and I don’t even have a single clue.  If I could grasp something, anything really it would be this. What does life have to offer that I don’t currently have going on. Seems to be a simple thought doesn’t it. Yeah that’s what I was going for. Something really simple and easy to handle. Doesn’t mean it will be easy to handle of course. That’s just life for you.  So what is the meaning of life. I would like to know. 

 So, I am really getting into this Farscape show . I have liked all of the episodes I've seen so far. They're currently stuck in some kind of multiple alternate dimension space while being stuck in a starburst (not the candy silly). I still can't believe I haven't been able to get into this show before now. I'm really glad I did though. It's a good ride to go through, that's for sure.